simple joys of life

first sip of iced soda bottle

watching Stargate Atlantis on the laptop while downloading House M.D. 3rd season

the last bite of double big tasty

the smell of perfume hat i love

reading in the bathroom

the sound of water falling in the shower

reading about my favorite comic books super hero on wikipedia

a call from my girlfriend

nothing much

writing in my blog for real!

I created this blog so long ago an I didn't have a single bright idea or political bright enough that I really need people to read

you know what i found out I'm the only single person in the planet that actually read it
so i decided from now on this my personal diary
not that I'm important person or that the history will remember my words
but cuz i have no one to talk to for real

even the one person I loved
I cant trust her no more she is willing to leave me in heart beat without fighting for me

one week ago i was almost dieing when she wanted to leave me but now with her coming back to me and her new attitude

I don't care you want me to treat u like a lady u want a fake smile all the time even when I'm hurt u want me to think less

YOU got it girl the perfect boyfriend and the perfect future husband

but u lost a person who would die for you a real lover
pain is all what i can feel now I know allot of stuff that she don't want me to know or even imagine that i know

I know every thing all i wanted is u telling me those things yourself and i will forgive u come to think of it i was not mad at u to begin with i just want the truth from u show me that u are brave enough to say it out loud

i hate that